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  • - Rachel

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    Well it all started in 5th grade when I thought I was popular and liked….and sort of had friends. Later on, I realized none of them was my actual friends, I liked a certain guy at the time and he said he liked me but never did. He did it as a sick joke because no one liked me. After school one day, he went up to me and told me it was all a joke and that I was an ugly pimple face creature that no one liked. That was the stopping point for me. I had only one friend then but even I couldn’t tell her my problems. So instead of telling anyone, I cried and everyone thought I was stupid for crying. It was even harder in my life since my dad died when I was seven. I started getting panic attacks about dying and went to a therapist. After I got over that I got (the fear of vomiting) and every time I saw or heard someone barf I would freak out and cry. I still have this fear now and it gets harder every day with people making fun of me and pretending to barf. In 6th grade all my sort of friends changed even more and left me to be popular and “cool” so I was left with the same friend from 5th grade. All the girls when I try to sit at the table at lunch would push my off of the bench why I tried to sit. They let my friend sit but not me. When I said could you please just let me eat my food they would say “no one likes you and you should go f*** yourself. All I wanted to do was to run away. In school, it was hard to focus so I got bad grades because all that went through my mind was if I was going to be bullied more. I kept thinking to myself that it was my fault and I was just dumb, same thing in 7th grade. Onto 8th. Just last night my friend got mad at me because I wouldn’t sing so she ignored me. Then she started talking to her friend over her phone and I was wondering what about so I messaged the girl she was talking to and asked what she and my friend were talking about. She just went off and said why the f*** do you care, it’s none of your business. So, I just said that she was at my house so I was curious. She started getting mad saying that my friend liked her more than me. That lead to threats somehow after I didn’t say anything, after she was done talking to me and cussing me out, her friend messaged me. Her friend said stuff like I heard you were the b talking to my friend and….she got mad so I pretended like I was a turtle and when she said with are you anyway I said I am a turtle and messed with her, she started getting mad because she wasn’t harming me so she threatened me. Inside it really did hurt me but I couldn’t show it or she would continue. So I just didn’t show I was being hurt and she later got so mad that she left :)